It’s not a simple question. Where does my faith intersect with my discipline? I mean, I grew up as a preacher’s kid going to Sunday school and church and camp and Bible drill and more church… even Wednesday night business meetings. I checked all the right boxes on my envelope and turned it into the offering plate. I memorized Scriptures to win a bicycle, sang in the youth choir, and went to vacation Bible school and mission trips. Born and raised Southern Baptist, but is that my faith?
I loved math and science. I studied the earth, the sky, the outdoors, animals and the wonders of nature. I wanted to be an astronaut or scientist. And through high school struggled with how my faith fit with science.
I tried to merge the two areas of my life by going to a small Christian college, East Texas Baptist College (ETBC…I was here before U.) and majoring in biology. As with most liberal arts colleges, ETBU was not known for its science education. You know, the science professors here probably couldn’t get a job at a real university so they settled for teaching at a liberal arts college. Still I enjoyed my classes, and although the coursework was more challenging than high school, I made A’s and had plenty of time for extracurricular activities such as Christian ministries as well as
pranks other social activities.
It was during these years that I discovered my so called faith was really more religion than relationship. I spent the first two years of college as a bed-side Baptist playing the religion game. Then at one of the chapels I didn’t sleep in, or a BSU revival week, or a Bible study in the dorm, or somewhere it clicked that the relationship was more important than the religion. Even Jesus said that eternal life was getting to know God and His Son (John 17:3). The Bible became a fountain of knowledge about Jesus and God (even the Old Testament). My faith was flourishing. Obviously I needed to become a minister right? I added a minor in religion. That would take care of that faith and discipline problem.
Still had a love of science… Can a scientist be a minister?
I received my degree in biology and scored high enough to attend graduate school at Texas A&M University. When I entered Texas A&M, I was directed to the large animal surgical ward in a neuroscience lab. I found the professor in the middle of surgery in which he was inserting a probe into a cow’s brain. As he operated, he described the various regions of the brain as the probe passed through them. As he talked, I found myself totally ignorant of any of the anatomy he described. I was embarrassed with my lack of knowledge and, in my mind, blamed the poor instruction I received in my undergraduate anatomy class. I figured that the instructor had skipped those portions of the textbook because he did not know the material. Of course, what should you expect from a small college where the science professors were probably second-rate or last-chance employees?
Sometime later, I was moving boxes of my old textbooks when a lab manual fell on the ground. It was my human anatomy lab manual from ETBU. Remembering my embarrassment in the surgical ward, I took this opportunity to revisit my disgust of the former anatomy professor. I turned to the nervous system section and found a picture of the brain. Instead of being skipped over, I found every blank filled in with proper terminology. On top of that, it was in my own handwriting!
Not only had the professor gone over this material, he had covered it completely. Apparently, my learning was not learning after all, but it was short-term memorizing. I had crammed for the tests and made the grade, but did not learn the material. My graduate work at Texas A&M took longer to finish than it should have. I had to spend some of that time relearning the things I had not truly learned during my undergraduate years.
Intersection of faith and discipline? How about working for the Lord and not for men (Colossians 3:23)? Doing my best in all endeavors, including studying. Is that faith?
Faith intersects my Life… Not just at church. Now I look for those intersections in everyday life. I hope to let you in on the larger intersections I find…
Ironically, I became a biology professor at ETBU, (insert God’s laughter here), where I try to encourage my students to learn it right the first time. And this job was not my last choice…It was my calling and my ministry!